Space

We stayed out all night and watched the stars and talked about the universe. About how small we really are but how extensive our minds can be. It's amazing to know that in this life people can come together and know that no matter what happens there is something bigger out there for us. Who knows the places we will go but as long as we have each other it doesn't matter. We live under the same sky and in our hearts we'll always be. We will find each other again one day, even if that's after we perish. Death only parts us for a short time and I will wait for you to find me again. Until the end of time.

Soulmates

Soul mates are so much more than lovers you see. Together forever, best friends, always you and me. Understanding each other like no one else can. Forgiving each other, even when we think we can't. But heed my warning, dear friend of mine, that soulmates together may come upon testing times. True love never fails but feelings are confusing. Sometimes it's better to lie, than to admit that we are drowning. No matter what, I'll always be here, but what's best for us may cause doubting. I'll hurt you and you'll hurt me, but know this truth, in the end, true love is always free.

Always

The way your eyes look at me is one of ultimate desire and the way your hand grazes mine ever so slightly takes the breath right out of me. The thought of your laugh will always lift me up and the thought of your tears will always shatter my world. I will always be here. Why? I will always be here because I promised you I would be. The battle for our lives takes it's toll and the promise of our future makes every wound worth it. No matter where we are in the world I will forever be waiting for you to come back to me. You are my hero and I, your heroine. Our lives are intertwined by the hopes that one day we'll see eachother again. Our hearts are as one being, and our spirits are free. Our lives may be lived as two but we will forever be as one.

Lament

Everything around me is closing in. All the things promised now forgotten. When will normalcy return? Everything around me is closing in. Darkness is too sweet to swallow. I never knew it would end like this. Everything around me is closing in. Black tears roll down my face into oblivion. Is my only release through death? Everything around me is closing in. I don’t feel like myself anymore. The pain is just too much to bear. Everything around me is closing in. Alas, a light. What secrets does it hold? Everything around me is closing in. It whispers sweet sorrows into my ear. What do they mean? Everything around me is closing in. It’s warmth says I’m no longer numb. It’s heart says that someone cares. It’s love says that I’m alive. Everything around me is breaking out. Where do I go from here? I have no idea. But I’m free.

Time

In this empty room there are only memories of the times we had once a long time ago. The silence speaks only the truth and it kills me to listen. I can’t help but to miss the first time we kissed. I hate myself for what I did to you but I hate you more for leaving. If I could take it all back, I wouldn’t. This wasn’t meant to be. Look past all the bad and run toward the good because that’s where I’ll be. Without you here I have to stand on my own.

Dark

And I slipped back into the depths of hell to try to forget the blight in and around my life. But the devil never lets you rest, he is a constant reminder of things that were and are to come, for he is wicked with his intent and only desires to see you burn.

Heart

Your warm breath against my neck sends a shock down my spine. The feeling of anticipation quakes throughout my soul. The lies on your lips make me hunger for you even more. The truths of your deceit linger in your eyes. This ache in my heart will never stop until it’s last beat. Because you, my dear, are my perfect disease.

Battle

I keep beating my head against this wall, trying to figure out what I keep doing wrong. If nothing I do is right, how am I supposed to sleep at night? I can’t keep crumbling under the weight. I’m just so alone right now.

Tears

My lips yearn for yours, quiet tears roll down my cheeks. The thought of you without me kills everything I dream of. The dark veil of night covers my soul and there I stand alone.

You

Your touch is electric. Your love is eccentric. Your kiss is exotic. And your dreams are erotic. I love you more than you know.

Breath

Breathe into me, I’m gasping for air. Silently screaming, can’t get away from this. Heart aching inside, time ticking away. Where are you?

Notes

Sing to me songs of love and beauty. Life is so hard I can’t pretend without the notes of your soul telling me lies over and over again. You’re like a runaway train without any brakes crashing into me. The truth cuts so hard all there is left to do is bleed. Now there’s nothing in my heart but the words you once said. I’m leaving you forever because to me you’re dead.

Chaos

I can’t escape the constant chaos within my mind. The waves of happiness then anger then sadness is driving me to madness. I’m drowning from a riptide of depression. I try to follow the current but I fail. I can see the sun but the darkness is engulfing me. The sweet whisper of silence is so tempting. All I want to do is sleep.

Whatever

You know we had it all but it all fell apart. You ran away and broke my heart. If I could change the past I would you know. But right now I think that I will go to my favorite place Away from this shit and live my life and run with with it.

Naive

Lets run away together. I’ll make you happy I promise. And all your sorrows will fade. Everything you hate will be forgotten. And I’ll take it’s place. Once we’re gone you’ll remember. What it’s like to be happy. I’ll grow you a field of flowers. Just to see a smile cross your face. Baby it’s a fact. We’re meant to be. Now close your eyes and run away with me. Please?

Poison

These expectations in my mind are slow poison. They intoxicate me with hatred and demise. I can’t breathe, oh God it’s so hard to breathe. Why am I never good enough? Thin enough? Smart enough? I put on a happy mask and tell the world of my blessings. But inside me a war is raging on. When will it stop? Oh God, when will I stop?

Words

I’m sorry for making you fall in love with me. You don’t deserve the kind of love I give. I think about other people and how it would have been. I do nothing but bring you down and you tell me I’m just human. I’ve destroyed you over and over again and you’ve just stuck around. Why do you allow me to do this? Why don’t you just go? I will never be the girl you deserve me to be. I will never be your home.

Truths

The thought of your kiss lingering on my lips hits me to the core. The thought of being without you does the same. Why we can’t be together I’ll never know, but at least you’re happy now. I can’t help but wonder who we would be in ten years had we traveled together. I guess I’ll never know.

Lies

I’m a master of words that will tear you apart. I manipulate them just so until I break your heart. Never will anyone you ever meet compare to the cold heartless bitch that you have to bear. You’ll never be able to outrun my whispers painfully pulsating like sore blisters. I’m a curse of slander that you’ll never be freed of, so take your time when trying to find love. Anyone who is able to get into your mind will find me there until the end of mankind. So again, be weary of who you choose because I, Depression, will forever be your muse.